Misery (1990) - I have never really finished reading this book and I do not know why once I was actually enjoying it. Unfortunately I've lost the book now. However I've watched the film and I really liked it. Many people say that books tend to be better than movies but I personaly think that the film 'Misery' is better than the book. I can't really assure my point of view once I haven't read the entire book, but based on the pages I've read I can tell.. I like the film best. I love Kathy Bates, and her wonderful acting. I actually know someone with similar personality, obviously this person isn't an total psycho like Annie Wilkes but the mood disorder and behaviour reminded me of an ex friend aha. I might watch some more films..until I get sleepy and die. I mean sleep.

portraits summary

A recap of few photographs I took during 2009/2010/2011. Now I am aimed to start working on a new series for this year of 2012. I happily got myself a beautiful new film camera and rolls of film. All I need now is start working. I feel very enthusiastic to photograph, which is great as I have been so discouraged about everything a few weeks ago. Therefore I can't wait to start registering 2012.

Please Sleep Stefany.

A few images I took this morning. The best feeling in the world I gotta tell you, is when you get out of bed knowing you've got the day off, to do whatever you want, whatever pleases you. Even if the day will be a total bore, it makes up itself for giving you that feeling of freedom - no responsabilities or chores.

I got up listened to my 20s & 40s Cds, dressed up and read a bit. I took a picture of that Elle Magazine I've been featured - that little illustration. Then I decided to go out. Put letters in the red box. Afterwards I bought some books and started reading one of them in the bus, even though I haven't finished the one I've started reading weeks ago.. I think it is okay to read two books at the same time as long as it doesnt get me confused . Then now I realize I need to eat, I haven't eaten anything..therefore I feel hungry.. humans need to eat, I need to eat.

train stations.

Coat & dress thrifted, bag camden market, shoes topshop.

Saturdays are for sure the best day of the week in my opinion. Today I went to Portobello Market but it was so cold that I did not stay long. Also it is always full of people it is quite annoying. So feeling cold plus bumping into people is not a very nice combination.

Sometimes I see myself from a bird's view.. going higher until I see houses, states, earth, universe. Then I get scared of being where I am, upside down. I get scared and complex and nothing matters much, once I don't know much. So I close my eyes and I can feel my body sinking, it feels good, it is slightly similar to feeling drunk.. oh the power of the brain. It doesnt want to sleep, so the coffee I sip.

I want to drive that car,(it could be red tho) write and eat cigarette candies and nothing else.

I find Sundays extremely boring, no matter what I do. Perhaps due to the unpleasantness it brings to my stomach when I think of Monday. I have been writing these days, writing anything. I have been writing back to my pen pals as well. Hopefully I will manage to send the letters back this week. Well at this time there's nothing more I can do besides watch a film and drink Amarula. x