you wouldn't put your pen to bed when we hadn't found our own our own

I'm by myself downstairs watching Children of the corn. It makes me keep looking at the dark side of the living room. I'll stop doing so. It scares me a little ha! Today I went to Hammersmith to get something done, when I go out by myself I can't walk in the streets without listening to music, it is like life is strange. But today I had to face strange life,because the battery of my iPod was dead after a half hour I left my house. I felt really sad. To make me happy a bit I bought myself original glazed donuts and latte from Krispy Kreme. Then I got into the bus, accidentally tripped over a woman, who perhaps did not find my 'sorry' acceptable and asked me if I was desperate. That's why I don't like buses, because it unites MEAN people. I got home later and did some sketches.

A few weeks ago I tried many clothes on just trying to set up outfits and perhaps get a bit inspiration from it. I don't really know if I like them. Do you like any of these, if so which is your favourite?

Stop and stare.

There I was sitting on the tube, packed of people. Fortunately I was sitting really comfortably but with nothing to do, no music, no books to read. My only option was either sleep or try to look out of the window behind a guy who was sitting towards me. I was really trying to stare at the widonw behind him, but most of the time his face was on the way. That was when I started feeling embarassed once he kept staring at me, So I started looking at people's feet, I was even getting tired of looking down. Then I remembered I had my analogue camera with me. There it was my salvation, entertain myself unloading the film. Little did I know it wasn't fully unloaded when I opened the back of the camera to check it. Disappointment, disappointment. Why am I so fool. What I learnt from this experience is that I will always stare at people on the tube or I shall never unload my film while I am in the train. These pictures I took on my way back to London. I spent the weekend in Milton Keynes. Did you guys see the rainbow yesterday? that is if you live in London :) x

America and London.

topshop shorts, shoes and top from h&m.

Hi, This weekend I went to Milton Keynes and I got stuck inside a elevator with seven people for ten minutes or more. It seemed like an eternity but it probably wasnt. Three people there including me almost died of a heart attack, you might think it is to much drama. I just closed my eyes and tried to avoid the thoughts I was having ih that moment, but it did not help, my sister was crying actually i was crying to, between prayers and claustrophobia and even fights haha, we got off alive (ofc). But in a way it was a good, because if I had any doubt of how i am afraid of lifts,now I am completly sure, I rather climb the stairs.

I was feeling inspired to make a vlog today, but then out of the blue I started feeling asleep. So I decided to do not do it and go to sleep instead. In the end, I didn't actually sleep neither made the vlog. Plus my sister wasn't here and I dont know if it would be normal talking to my camera alone in my room. It is a bit depressing if you analyse it. I talk to myself when I am on my own because I'm the only one I have to talk with, when I am alone 0.o - Right, I've added my last.fm link on the sidebar, add me if you want. I somehow don't feel good having all of those links. I might eliminate one them. Maybe twitter, once I rarely twitt and I bet nobody reads what I write and to be honest I don't recommend you to; it is nothing interesting anyway.

Je déteste les couples, je les hais tout court.

This is what I wore today, I'm trying to remember where this dress is from. Anyway I won't remember it now.
I took these pictures in Kew Gardens. I've got a bunch more. I'll post it later. Now I shall go to sleep. Good night!

God Natt, haha everytime I go to Ikea I think of swedish. The weird thing is that I don't even speak swedish. I just know a couple of words, very few to be honest. I guess I have some swedish readers. I do remember having one at least. (Hej reader). Okay I will stop before I get tacky. So today I went to Ikea and to a park, it wasnt a really exciting day as I thought it would be. I planned to go to Kew Gardens but I didnt. I might go tomorrow morning though. Did you have an exciting day?

A really sunny day;

Jeans thrifted, shirt+shoes+beanie from h&m.
Yesterday I decided to get out of the 'vintage' zone. And wear something a little bit more rock-n-roll like. To be honest I don't actually know what kinda of style this is. If you do, name it and let me know. The thing is, it has been a very long time since I last visited H&M. Purely because I got tired of it, but this week I took a peek at Westfiled and found simple items that I could try to combine. I'm a fan of hats, beanies. Perhaps because I have many 'bad-hair' days. I will even make a post about my hat collection ha!

I think these are the worst photographs I have ever taken. It tells me that I really need a light meter or a new camera. Taken with a vivitar v3000

Today I got up with the urge to cook pancakes for breakfast. I thought it was something easy that everyone could do. I happily started, everything went fine except when I had to flip the pancakes. They did not look really good, at least it tasted good. I guess I will Google ' How to flip pancakes'. But hey of course I choose the best looking pancake to photograph and to eat.

a video

Although today I got up pretty late and feeling really lazy. I somehow felt inspired to dress up and select a few outfits for the week. I took a few pictures of some of them. And this is the first one. I will be posting the other ones later. They are all simple and casual. You can hype it on Lookbook if you want. Have a good day x

Spent the day listening to my 50's and 60's Cd collection. Went to get a roll of film developed. I also went to the supermarket to get food for my cats. I was hospitable to some guests. I had cheeseburguer and milkshake and have been wondering what I am going to do with my life. (I also made this video today and it has exactly 1:00m).